In an attempt to drift off into an fitful rest for that Friday night, my mind was noisy with ambient sounds and imaginary voices. A small voice, a male one and perhaps familiar, repeated over and over in the distant background of an alternate reality:
`Why did you do it, Flynn?! Flynn, why did you do it?! Why?!`
If I only could say `I’m sorry` before I died, I would have said `I love you` instead.
The night skies are crystal clear and I see some brightness from the moon, too. The color of deep indigo have been seen during cloudless, twilight skies from early mornings and early evening. The stars are shining.
`Learn to forgive and forget. From now on we need to understand.`
~Maw (02/27/2010 after getting off the phone at 14:52pm with Aida)
`It’s not her fault, really. It’s her mental condition.`
~Old soul (long ago regarding L0L!nda’s personal problems with us)
All we could do is send our loving prayers and thoughts of peace to the lost souls who cross our paths. That is our lesson.
From around noontime to until 15:00pm today, the sun was hiding behind fluffy, puffy clouds of gray. Now the sun has come out to blind my eyes through the upstairs windows! The skies are partially cloudy with usual fluffy, puffy ones and clear blue skies! I had just taken my shower, too.
From around 13:00pm to 14:52pm, Aida had called Maw. She told Maw stories and asked for her advice. L0L!nda has three diagnosis that is hard to treat:
Anyway, the plan of both L0L!nda’s sisters, Luz and Aida, is to make sure both Mel!nda and her mother move into an apartment. Prior to the family paying off Juan to leave their family alone, Maw advised Aida to make sure L0L!nda gets something in writing, such as a divorce and a will; because Juan will most definitely go after the devalued real property next door to us.
Of course, hopefully the divorced nutter and her two children move on with their new lives in the Philippines because the law enforcement and psychiatric care here in America are not very supported to families with compounded problems.
For the past few days now, I was actually sending my clearing thoughts of love and support to L0L!nda’s head area; so that she could the light that Juan is not serving her best interest and merely wants a VISA as a citizen here in America and that we are not laughing at her as per Aida reporting what her sister had imaged us doing behind her back.
Today is beautiful! There are lots of fluffy, puffy clouds of white everywhere! The skies are crispy blue and the sun is shining! The air is cool enough to open the windows upstairs without freezing. The plants and trees look renewed and greener, too. The blossoms on fruit trees signal springtime is almost near, again.
